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Thursday, December 02, 2004
. Eyes Wide Shut]
It's freaking 3.20am now and I'm not snugly tucked up in bed fast asleep. What is wrong with me man! I'm being punished for my previous post. That must be it. Shit.
I'm not tired.
I'm perky even.
I'm insomniac.
I'm actually singing to myself.
How nice.
I've got driving tmr morn. I can see the number of kerbs I'm gonna mount already. This is just so fantastic. When I was having exams, the bed was just so inviting. I don't even have to feel tired, I just plonk myself fatly onto it and I'll be off in a flash. And now? I have to force my eyes shut. WAT THE! Argh. Help. Sleeping pills.
Sheryl's on her way to Switzerland. I wanna go too!
sleep. sleep. sleep.
i blogged today at 3:29 am
hi dearest..
thanks for being there for me alwayssss!
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MIRROR
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.
-Sylvia Plath
i want:
-world peace
-less hunger, less pain in the world
-more kows-jr. teehee
, at
10:40 pm