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Saturday, January 22, 2005
. for the first time.]
-- for the first time, i'm looking in your eyes
for the first time i see who you are
can't believe how much i see
when you're looking back at me
now i understand what love is
for the first time--
some song on class 95. sappy love long. nice. =)
ate alot today. feel like a pig. tummy's bloated. had dinner at Jack's place...celebrating Leo's bday... Happy Birthday Leo! had a great time catching up and taking photos with Leo's digicam. haha should have seen Elmo's face. it was really damn funny. hahaha. he's really good at doing spastic poses. hahaha. silly. hope Leo had a good day...=) 17 birthday. big boy already. =)
three cheers to OLA!
long weekend this week...cos tdy's Hari Raya Haji...long weekend's good...feels like there's more time on my hands...or maybe not. haha. manz. it's really not a blogging night. I feel drained typing just these 2 paras. lemme think of smth interesting to say.
hmm. nothing.
I'm a boring person.
hmm. really nothing to say.
forget it. haha. goodnight.
for the first time. for the first time. for the first time.
i blogged today at 1:54 am
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MIRROR
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.
-Sylvia Plath
i want:
-world peace
-less hunger, less pain in the world
-more kows-jr. teehee
